In the past year I met a guy, who was very cute, charming, and I thought had a future. This was all very wrong, except for the cute part. I first broke it off with him in February, thinking I would never talk to him again. He tried and tried to get a hold of me sending me letters, calling me incessantly, etcetera. Then I called him back to see if maybe we could just talk out why he had gone behind my back, dating another girl. (Why I forgive people so easily I will never know) We decided to try again, 8 months go by, we are fighting a lot we break up once or twice, then I find out again he is dating a girl in California behind my back. This is why I am here to make those mistakes for you.
I hate myself for falling for him again, and this time deeper. I feel so stupid. I ignored my friends and family telling me he was a terrible person and I deserved better, I also ignored all the signs that were clearly there. I knew I deserved better but for some reason I wanted to put up with it. Now I realize no one liked him, and I obviously have selective hearing and that totally sucks! But in the end I learned a valuable lesson. Now and forever he will be a shadow in my memory.
If you have any questions about these kinds of sociopath boyfriends let me know, I know how to deal with them.
Love,
Isabella <3
